Wednesday, May 31
wtf lor...today again see tad stupid bastard again sia...i tot u realli veri pitiful den gif u again 1 dollar and to my Fucking horrous horror...hes a beggar!!!!!! wtf lor....in my very eyes go ask other ppl for money....fucking chee bye....still dare tell mi yr mother not at hm tads y ask ppl for money.....oh fucking gif him a BIG lame chop pls.....yr excuse is jus tooo lammmeee ya....go back and practise again b4 u come and beg again...u fucking chee bye....make mi so damn pissed off and sad at the same time....cos i my 2 dollar jus flew lyk tad chicken backside!!!!
summore i went bedok interchange cos my frend wan to see sumthing....den walked at the interchange...saw tad fucking chee bye idiot toking on the phone....wad the fuck...if i tml see u again....dun even wish u will get another 1 dollar....if u harass mi...i call police catch u lor....try mi la....fucking idiot....all beggars upgrade lerx ar...all now ask ppl for money and gif a silly excuse say they no money to take bus yap yap yap yap yap yap....bullshit ya bullshit...nid a big fat lame chop for u?
end of my rant....jus so damn pissed off wif tis type of idiotic peeps in tis world actually existed....damnmit piece of cowshit!!
superficial ; 9:05 PM
Tuesday, May 30
well its has been lyk 4 days plus nvr blog ler...so den
frm fri to sun(26 to 28 may)
well nvr do much stuff....frm fri after coming back frm sch jus rot at hm all the way and watch tv and play games lor...actually wanted go see movie wif my sis(Alvina) de...but she has to go sch for sumthing so push back to tis sat lor....if not i aso cannot go hunt the bag and see got nice ring and pouch to buy sia...have to save sum $$$ ler...if not enough sia
on mon 29 may
well on the way rushing to the bus-stop cos i already slightly late ler....den got 1 i dunno he is a thai or malay guy....at first tot wan to block my way so i "siam" him...den who the hell noes stopped mi and asked can donate 1 dollar gif him take bus...and i was wtf...no money still got the cheek to ask meh...wad the fish...den cos i rushing to take bus den no choice gif him lor...den run the bus-stop...the bus go liao...zzzzzz sian sia...den when bus come...suddenly saw tad person again...dunno is he lost or wad...i jus ignore him and board the bus...tinking 1 dollar jus fly lyk tad i a bit sad sia...haiz
today....well nth much as well sia...jus a normal day in sch lor...of cos got pe and now veri tired sia...wan to zzzzz.....
betta stop now if not i tink pppl will go zzzzzz 1...so cya ard
superficial ; 7:27 PM
Thursday, May 25
X-Men III come out ler.....wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see wanna see....uhhh i jus wanna see....i nuts lerx.....but i still wanna see...haiz
superficial ; 9:58 PM
Wednesday, May 24
today is lyk ren frm sch to hm lor...cos y lei...stomachache sia...wah after win xp lesson faster rush frm class to bus 31 lor...den sit go bedok interchange to switch bus 25 cos i tink its the fastest at tad point of time lor...hehe lucky nvr shit the pants or anything....hehe i can ren 1 hor...if my ren gong no gd ar...early early already shit on the pants already lerx...den by tad time i will be so malu untill lyk siao if tad happens
jus now helped my mom fold those paper thingy again cos she went to took come and do lor...den helped a bit...but fold untill i wan to go crazy sia...so many u noe...took nearly 1 and a half hours to fold 1 big stack of paper...wah den sumore the paper lyk pong pong 1...den cannot stack properly den once let go...become lyk flying cards lyk tad sia....
X-men III :the last stand is coming out tml ler...wanna go see the movie lei...haiz...but lyk no1 wan to see or jus cant find any1 to go see...i wanna see lor...ahyo sia....wanna see wanna see wanna see....uhhhh wanna see lei....i crazy liao...but i realli wanna see lor...
superficial ; 11:03 PM
Tuesday, May 23
today cut my hair lerx....sad sia cos the hairdresser cut my fringe without knowing it sia...wah the fringe i kept quite long to get at least a bit of length lor...haiz....den see my hair cut already but lyk no diff sia...onli obvious 1 is my back lor...cut until so short sia...i prefer my tail hair long but not so long of cos jus nice will do...short 1 nonono....hehe
well another damnmit lor....another dumb fellow dunno how to pronounce my name....my name got so diffcult to pronounce meh?....want mi to teach u how to pronounce or not...its called "On"dre and not "An"dre lor....hello u dunno the tennis player andre agrassi ar...wa lau ar...stupid ppl lor stupid....i tink frm kindagarden till now almost all the teacher keep pronouncing my name wrong de....except a few frm sec sch de teachers lor...the rest lei....jus say it wrongly lor...always feel so paiseh wif my name when they call mi sia....haiz....i veri suay ba...
superficial ; 7:28 PM
Monday, May 22
hmm....dunno is today i suay or wad lor...went hm at bus 24 to bedok den take 25 wif frend....cos those stupid ppl keep pushing mi as tho i purposely want to stop dem frm alighting frm the bus lor...wth sia...i got no more space to move lor...wad u wan mi to do sia...crapper...den in class sumore lor...almost everytime kanna call up to sweep the floor...last time in sec sch aso lyk tad de...dunno is the stupid teacher find my name uncommon or wad den always chose mi lor....wtf sia...i bz smsing my frend den the hell y u must choose mi sia... den i dunno wherther got ppl blame mi for not doing or not sia now veri scared tis kind of thing lei.....The Ding Dong Bell u will get it lor...u will see
well today recevied the card frm the gang...well the card is so damn nice lor....sumore its Biggggg lei...compared to my 18th birthday card...it jus so bigggg...haha the drawings are so cute and aso sorta farnie hehe...anyway it very very very and very de nice and is ke ai daoo lor....a great big thank u guys for the card....realli appericate it......and er ya sumore dunno y i still a bit "scared" of u lei...hahah no harm ya....maybe its my mind again tinking too much ba???? arr hate my mind when it goes lyk tad....
oh tml nid to go cut my hair...stupid sia jus becos my back long mus cut wad the fish lor...nid to go cut after going hm frm pe lor...if not lei i got no more time to go cut ler....haiz....
tads much wraps up for today...see ya
superficial ; 8:57 PM
Sunday, May 21
well these three days sorta rot at hm den summore got dad ard lor...sian sia....a lot of crap and stuff always happen wif him ard....lyk there sumthing nids to be found...it always i the 1 go find sia....so damn fed up wif him....summore wif him ard tads y i didnt online to blog and stuff for two days plus
besides tad...kept playing ffVIII lor...hmm my sis is way behind mi hehe...i still faster than her...dunno y she play so slow de...maybe she dunno wad to do ba?...hu noes?
anyway today afternoon went IMM giant to get gorceries lor...den again i went siao wif my second sis again...dunno is i bored or wad sia....keep toking rubbish wif her...haiz siao liao....hehe brought chessecake,not bad sia...already ate a lot of it ler haha i tink i getting addicted to it sia o.O
after all of the tinking i had....i now aso noe tad not voicing things out and keeping it to yrself is not a gd thing...dudden sumtimes its hard for mi to voice out things lor...cos i will tink....will ppl take it seriously?....will ppl realli listen to yr woes and such? or will ppl will gif u the opptunity to say it out?...sadly no...it did happened to mi the last time lor...haiz long story which happened in sec sch ar...well nid to remind myself now i have to do it when the need arises lor...if not leh.....u noe lor
a new week is starting soon....hope nth bad will happen again "prays hard......continues to pray realli hard"......hehe
superficial ; 7:36 PM
Thursday, May 18
well its time to voice out and speak up on wad i feel and such.... i not sure wherther or u noe hu will wan to read it or not i jus wanna say abt it...
i noe u today spited at mi today....i still dun fully understand y u suddenly did tis...but isnt it childish for ya to do tis to mi...its very hurtful to mi and i noe u are very enraged with anger and jus broke off the frendship jus lyk tad....in a instant
but do u realli understand y i did all tis intially or not? do u realli understand mi and wad i tink or not?....i tink maybe not...but i doubt given tad frm wad i see u are always lyk popular in sch and rarely face tis type of problem wif yr frends....but do u ever noe i am always faced wif tis since pri sch to sec sch and even i cant believe its even to ite tis kind of thing happened yet again.....
well u wanted to noe y rite?....den i will explain it frm my extent....ever since march i jus noticed tad u guys suddenly had changed but in a indirect way...den after tad all sorts of nonsensical thing sorta happen...lyk i dunno y u guys jus periodly jus ingored mi for i dunno y aso....den caused mi to tink so much and wondering did i offended dem or wad?....den the gang jus those few onli...den added in 1 more person....it jus went downhill...u guys claimed u didnt ignore mi and such....but u guys didnt noe tad u are doing it in a indirect way and sumtimes u jus suddenly jus dun want to tell mi anything....lyk dunno scared i blow up or wad?...at least say it la....dun make my mind go wandering and see la....all of these started....den comes the attitude thingy....i honestly didnt noe i got attitude problem until jus last week....at first i tot i was totally my fault cos i jus walked off lyk tad or flared up at dem a few times and aso indirectly show my black face to dem...dudden after much tot....i realised since u noe i got attitude y dun tell mi straight in the face and keep reminding mi tad or such....in the end u didnt....den it jus got worse lor...
i jus wanted to avoid the grp cos im getting too many bad vibes frm the grp...and jus wanted to leave frm the grp and take a cooldown period and retink and to resolve all these problems all over to see wherther wad can i do to prevent all tis...in the end jus say i avoid u guys cos i dun wan to be yr frends anymore....hey i NVR MEANT IT TAD WAY LOR.....I REALI NVR....deep down in my heart i still regard u guys as my frends....but its due to certain reasons tad i jus cant bring myself to be it...guess i not prepared to accept it...dudden
u jus keep saying on and on tad i dun treat u guys as my frend...den wad am i supposed to do....u may see the whole week im lyk acting nonchlant and ingorant and stuff....but u guys nvr know im my mind im trying to tink wad to do and stuff....den later on keep saying im keeping to myself.....hello u understand my problem ar?....no rite? sumore is personal problem and is a major 1 lor....it jus tad i do not wan to burden u guys wif my personal problem....tads y im keeping it to myself....den i realli dunno u realli understood my feelings or not....
im veri drepressed frm hm probems already and im trying to resolve it...den the thing jus broke....gone...no chance ler....den wad can i do?...nth?
jus wanna let u noe...whenenver there is a problem wif frends i will jus avoid dem....tads wad i did at sec sch....to prevent more hurt inflicted to mi....u understand my plight meh?....u nvr see the other side of the story and now u are maligning mi for ingoring u....im already very hurt after tad day when u said things to mi altho u tink tad isnt harsh to u....but to mi it realli hurts lor....
till now realli dunno wad u are tinkin rite now tad caused u to react lyk tad....i didnt mean all tis too escalate to tis serious de....i now in a total losss of wad to do lerx....if u wan to continue doing tis to spite mi...den i realli got nth else to say...i jus dun wan to start an agruement lor....if its sum action tad tad i caused to get angry...den i wanna say im sorry....i realli didnt meant it tad way....u jus misunderstood ba....or wad i dunno....but after saying all tis...i dunno y but im realli became veri afraid of u lerx...not angry wif u but...so afraid tad....dunno when u explode will become wad....which today already blew up a bit...but i noe is onli starting....coming days u will not gonna gif mi peace and face 1...i jus noe....but wad u gain frm doing all tis???? i dun understand lor...
another point....i aso noe tad u are giving in lerx....but u shd noe when i in a cooldown period i wunt give in so fast de...u at least gif mi sum more time mah...but u dun wan...den again wad can i do....and aso at tues SW....i NVR meant to purposely nvr tell u guys im not going de....its last minute decide 1....den wad u wan mi to do?...call or sms u guys say i dun wan to go meh?....haiz....the present thingy i aso nvr go blame u all lor...i noe always at mah birthday i dun receive presents de...altho i sort of expecting sumthing 1...dudden say i not bothered wif it...hey im bothered lor...in my back of my mind keep tinkin got any or not...of cos kinda dissapointed tad i dun have any...
i aso noe u guys wanna celebrate my birthday for mi..i actually wanted to go...but suddenly not in the mood cos when u called i was in a very serious conversation wif my mum...and learned tad my family is gonna fall sooner or later...by hu?...my stupid dad of cos....hu caused all tis misery to my mum and we all(mi and my sis)tads i keep saying i hate him...tads 1 reason)...den the next day i noe not onli him the others aso angry cos they cannot go to their beloved K-box and pizza hut...im sorry i cant go lor...u shd noe by now lerx....haiz sad sia... in the end u all aso tink too much frm my perspective sia....and im trying to relax myself already lerx...so y not u guys as well?
but all in all...i hope all tis can be resolved and i am looking forward when we can stop the feud and be frends again....i realli hoping for it....so pls understand...if u dont....den wad else more can i say...
intially i had already said all tis is not words can describe it...altho i put in words...if u can feel it thru...den i might tink u understand it...tho i explained it in a broken way and im not gd at expressing myself ya...can u understand my plight thru it??....if not...den tads is all i can say lerx...im already on the verge of crying while typing all these and rediting it in the process....so pls do understand ya...
superficial ; 3:06 PM
Wednesday, May 17
well my sickness is getting worse....starting to cough sia...ugh jus hate coughing always cought untill lyk wan to vomit sia...haiz hope can get betta
well...i always wanted to post sumthing on the blog but apparently i cant due to certain reasons....jus dun understand y others can post wad they wan but i cant at all...i jus wan to say is tad all of tis had changed lerx....time jus cant turn back to wad is it lerx....and sumore sum1 or sumbody will jus wunt understand wad im feeling and tinkin aso...the feeling is jus words cannot describe 1....onli 1 and onli mi will fully understand it...not others....nope not even 1....not even my family...let alone frends...haiz tis world is jus plain sad....doomsday jus come la...kill all mankind la...sick of living already....wads the point of living when u have all tis shits happening all ard u....sad arr
superficial ; 10:27 PM
Tuesday, May 16
well its whos birthday!1?!?....of cos mine la...ahyo lei..."sings birthday song"......hehe 19 yrs old lerx...but getting older lerx....means i lao liao...ahhhh
well as usual...no presents...well expected it already...not the first time lyk tad lerx...in sec sch nobody will gif mi anything de...so used to it lerx...and so saving money to buy sumthing for myself now...which i always do of cos...
well....actually so wad is my birthday...i find jus find it any other normal day wif the exception tad u are 1 yr older onli...tads wad i tink...
oh ya...today got 1 thing tads makes mi so damn happy de...one of my sec sch frend aloysius say he wanted to lend his PS2 to mi to play....wahaha so surprised he would lend cos he did told mi he wanted to lend mi in a casual way when i went hm wif him at mon...dudden its true when he told mi on the phone today... i was lyk yay...can play PS2 at the july hoildays leiV(^_^)V....but of cos he lend mi got reason de la....hehe so damn happy sia....can finally play final fantasy X lerx....a game which i had been waiting soo bloody long to play sia...cos my hse de PS2 become white elephant lerx for so longg and den cannot play english games and pirated games de lor....have to blame sum1 lor...well anyway thx u bro for lending....i owe ya 1....wohoho yippie yay...getting high liao
nth much to say lerx...altho i do have a lot to....well tads all folks!
superficial ; 9:52 PM
Monday, May 15
well gettin sick again...having sore throat again....in two weeks tis is the second time ler....sian sia....i tink later again cough might be aso coming as well as flu? cos now already having blocked nose sia....hate it larx...
well for the weekend basically rot at hm for 3 straight days...altho i replayed FFVIII yet again lor...so not realli totally rot la....cos i compete wif my sis see hu chiong faster...in the end i start later i faster than her....im addicted yet again wahaha....other than tad nth much to blog lerx...hmm well come to tink of it i do have sum....but is betta not to put it here...its personal de...
"siffles my nose"......well tads all ya....
superficial ; 9:59 PM
Thursday, May 11
well tml is holidaay....yay no nid to go sch wahaha
today my cousins came to stay our hse overnite cos my aunt and uncle is going to do something related to religion de...well dunno lor...they tml afternoon den go back lor haha....
wanna go out...but sumhow dunno wanna go where...summore my sis wan to watch movie...but lyk dun have the mood sia haiz....wanna watch over the hedge but still not out yet...well wait sumore lor
superficial ; 9:25 PM
Tuesday, May 9
actually wanted to update yesterday as well....well update for both den...
Mon 8 may 2006
well on the morning on the bus...saw 1 dunno is really bangla or wad...at first see lyk ordinary lor...den to my horrorous horror...he is actually taking the same bag as mi sia....sumore is crumpler bag lei...wa lau lor...heng he took is green de o.O (ICT colour wor)....if not i wan to throw the bag sia....since when bangla become so trendy de ar...mostly all they mostly take is lyk ah pek thing de mah....really first time see tis kind of thing sia...scary.....
Tue 9 may 2006
well today the vp lesson was so bloody terrible...so many things dunno how to do and den its either full of errors or is nvr add in code or wad sort sia....down there stuggle den there so bloody noisy....haiz....nid to switch places liao...if not tis continues on..i will die de lei...my by myself...cos it would be ppl cause mi to die....Haiz....sian sia....i gonna flunk vp ler....how to cope future labs sia???!!!!
oh ya....tis tues marks exactly 1 week to "ahem ahem" ar....well guess nobody noes wads is it lor....*Hint Hint*its important thing de...so go guess it den wahahah......oh ya....no prize tho...:)
superficial ; 7:21 PM
Sunday, May 7
nid to update for fri,sat and today....
For Fri
oh ya....i lost my pencil eraser at class sia....suddenly my eraser jus got lost sia...dunno is ppl go take it or it dun wan mi o.O?....if its ppl take 1..i will curse tad person die sia....take my thing den nvr gif back...
well and den...got sick on tad day so went hm after sch...walked to the bus-stop wif yi-shan...well the bus stop was so damn crowded sia...so many peeps are taking 31 sia...two buses passed by us are fully packed sia...and so waited for nearly 45 mins den managed to squeeze into the bus after all the rotting at the bus stop wif yi-shan sia...haiz stand at the door there summore haha....
den after tad at hm...my sore throat got worse so no choice have to see doc lor..cos lyk the cough aso coming so betta go see....Haiz doc say cos i drag my sore throat and it got very red which explains y it is so bloody painful...the med he gif ar...eat already wan to slp sia...
For Sat...
did nth much cos dad and mum went malaysia in the morning to handle sum matters there...so didnt go...den played FFVIII lor...den i compete wif my sis see hu play faster lor....but obviously she faster cos she chiong while i take it slow and easy hahah....den later nite went to eat fish steamboat o.O? uh well sumthing lyk tad la...dunno how to explain it...the place sumore near ITE college East lei...can see the building sia...cos the place was at a top floor at the industrial area there...
For Sun.....
Well today again do nth much at hm sia....den jus go find malay songs sia...WTH WTH is wad i wan to say now...cos my lamemo dad wans mi to find malay songs for his worker lor.....WTF sia..i dunno malay still dare to ask mi to upload malay songs to the mp3 player....WTF lor u.....i jus hate u....ahem well den later eating steamboat again o.O?.....again WTH huh...sian lor...wif him ard is lyk tad de....
superficial ; 5:47 PM
Thursday, May 4
hmm today is 1 hellish day sia...the new module especially vp is damn hard lor...dunno how to survive in the future labs den aso next time if got test how sia...haiz....
below is added on at sch(may 05)...wahahahah
well cant believe tad we always nvr fail to go bugis de...wau lau de lei....but of cos tis time nana wans to buy a mp3 player...if not go there itchy hand aso cannot buy any thing de lei....oh ya mi,yihan,kazaf,kaileng and chris aka yok cheong went to eat at bugis cafe located above bugis village...well the food there is really not worth the $$ lor...6.95 jus for a grilled chicken set...omg...outside western food even more cheaper than tis lor....the most funny thing is tad when yihan brought a scoop of ice-cream plus a slice of double chocolate cookie...when he claimed tad the ice-cream is chocolate chip ice-cream...we keep laughing sia.....whahahah
too tired to update at may 04 2006...but added in at may 05 2006 at 11.00am.....:)
superficial ; 10:37 PM
Tuesday, May 2
well today is the first day of sch...seems lyk the new modules are so bloody hard but dun have exams...but in the end marks are calculated in projects and practicals?...den a new project coming up...err well i forgot abt wad topic is abt wad ler hahah.....
tis term awfully short...july gonna have another 3 weeks holiday...wad the hell...rot at hm again liao lor....haiz....
while sittting on the bus on the way hm...there was a bunch of weirdos...summore is those sec sch boys sia...keep making noises and tis fellow ar keep walking on the deck touching or pinching his frends nipples O.o?dunno ar...siao 1...on double decker bus wif so many peeps ard lei...den i saw tis guy in front of mi keep doing silly actions to the row which was a lyk jc girl sitting and dunno is showing to his frend in front of the girl or wad sia...so i was lyk god wth are u doing sia?...so damn childish...sumore lyk show the four letter word handsign sia...wth sia...nth betta to do ar tis ppl...ahyo terrible plus incorrigble(correct spelling?)ar tis ppl....
last but not least..erm sry guys didnt went wif u guys to k-box today...erm next time i will surely go wif u guys okies? hahah...off to my game ler....ran roxs<(o.O)>
superficial ; 9:14 PM
Monday, May 1
well the holidays officially ends today lerx...so its back to sch frm tml onwards...hope everybody will study hard for tis semester and get gd grades....hehe
wahaha jus loved eating popiah haha...jus tastes so gd cos too long nvr eat lex
oh ya...our class has changed frm pl0504k to pl0504w lex...dunno wads wif the change for tho...hmm betta dun continue lerx...today update lyk a bit off sia hehe
superficial ; 9:14 PM